Came back from work (internship, to be precise!). Aunt told that someone is coming over to get rid of the "snake" and to "re-install" our so-called-lost-souls. Mom looked innocent. As if she was not part of the drama. Somehow, I can feel that something is not so right. I knew it. The snake and the souls are just things they made up to make me "blind". I thank God, I weren't blinded. At around 9 pm, they - the nenek bomoh, two women and a young lady, maybe about my age - came over. Mom told something to that nenek bomoh. I smelt something fishy. And yes, the nenek bomoh jampi-ED me. How could the do this to me? To us? How could they?
It is not my intention to humiliate my family here, but, I just want to find JUSTICE for myself. How could a mom did that to her own daughter? How could grandparents did that to their grand-daughter? How could an aunt did that to her nephew? AND,.. what i did was, being attached to a guy who is from other religion. Is that really a sin? If it is, do they have any right to judge or even punish me? Will God punish me because of that? I rather be punished by God than by them...
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